woke up this morning and i knew something weird is going to happen. a friend msn-ed me and told em to call her and wheni end up calling her it was one of her friends who sent the message and it was so awkward and has this really embarrassed feeling. it instantly made me sad and all my happy mood kinda left and all there is left are sadness and i felt like crying too but of cause i didnt tell anyone and its not like anyone is gonan read this anyways.

its a good way to relieve stress and sadness.

Labels: feeling within

today was an alright day when i dont think about my assignment. went to pay bills as usual, walked cabra for a while deciding what i should have for lunch and finally decided to go woolies to get half a chicken.

i bludged so much and delayed my assignment even starting on it. my brain feels like it gonna give up on uni. i odnt even know if i am able to complete my course, so worried about and its annoying me and i dont know who should i talk about it to.

and another thing. one of my close friend is feeling down recently because of exams. havent seen her this down before and its like i can feel that shes really stressed out. it kinda makes me sad and worry. about what? im not sure. im on breaks now but alot of my friends are not. feeling down again!

well at least there is a good thing that happened. if not my life is gone! my friend from america has came to visit. she more than a friend more liek a sister to me, always on a lookout for me, the last time i saw her was 6 years ago when she left for america. i accidently bumped into her the other day and it was pretty shocking. the first thing she said was ' hey!! you recognised me?' LOL of cus i did, im surprised you recognised me.

tonights weather is like my current mood. dark and windy. you can even hear the storming noise.

Labels: life

last night, which is a friday night i went out with two friends. sorry i cannot expose who they are but lets name them L and H. we got to the city around 5 something and i was starving so we went to eat Ramen....yum! i ordered fried tofu ramen, L ordered tonkatsu curry rice and H ordered Tonkastu curry ramen. it was such a nice dinner.

our next stop was at galaxy world because i needed to go toilet.
LOL
we played time crisis 4! YO! man it was fun and i found 4 galaxy world tokens and used that to play house of the dead 4. man i can never pass the first stage and i found another 2 tokens after i was defeated by that ugly boss and won two lollipop.

YIIIIHA!!! CAPITOL HERE I COME!!!!
at capitol i love all teh hellokitty toys! they are all so adorable!!!! i went to exchange for $1 coins and i found a dollar! what a day man!! thats a total of $4 dollars worth.
Anyways i spent 13 bucks but luckily i still got something and its a hello kitty toy! WOOO HOO!

time for some pool! we went to this pool place in dixion building and its new and pretty. the atomsphere is excellent love teh place but the cost is like :|, shocking! we came back for a second round.

then caught the last train home, while on the train L was pretty quiet, me and H was just chatting , about random stuff. some are personal, cannot be exposed to public :D

that night was a great night, never had this much fun in a while. L said that since uni. he saw me happier than before but i didnt reckon that. uni. made me understand what does stress and depressed mean and i dont like it one bit. i found that night was a special night and i will never forget it, even thought we did normal stuff but it felt special in a way and one more thing, that night i purposely dressed more girl-ly for H and guess what, she dressed more punky for me! HOW FUNNY! :D

Labels: outting